BEDA #26

Hello. 

remind me to delete all incriminating posts after I finish BEDA. 

I read nicolas's post today and he said he wasn't having a very good day. I'm glad you shared it with us. Everyone has grumpy days. Everyone is allowed to feel grumpy, and their grumpiness is valid.

I've turned off twitter now because it's too overwhelming. It's like there are a million different people all shouting at the tops of their voices, and everyone is important, and sometimes it's too much. I've got it off. haha me turning it off sounds so monumental. It's because I usually have it on a tab somewhere, humming in the background. It's like going to Sainsbury's when you have to buy actual groceries. There's too much stimulation for me; it's too confusing and too big and there are too many things to choose from. It's taken a while to get used to. I'm ok going to big hypermarkets when I don't have to buy groceries for myself, or when buying fun stuff. Like soda and cupcakes. 

there are too many THINGS in sainsbury's. also I'm slowly learning to buy groceries for myself, and used to get really annoyed when I'd go grocery shopping with my dad, and he didn't have a list. How does one go grocery shopping without a list?! he would end up buying too many things that don't fit into our fridge or cupboard, or buying things we already had. When there are things that need to be done, and I need to buy This and This and This but not be distracted by, say, ice cream, it takes a lot of effort. Also stressful when trying to find something on your list but the stupid store is so big. 

They don't have mid-sized supermarkets in my area. Like there's tesco express, but that's too small, and the regular Tesco is too big, and the people in my neighbourhood hate Tesco or Sainsbury's or any other hypermarket so I can't choose either of them, so I can't ever go to sainsbury's even though it has everything in one place and things with labels on them. I can't tell parsnips and turnips and swedes apart because a week ago I didn't know what the hell a swede was. (the vegetable, not Martina or Martin.) Because what I know as a turnip in singapore, is not a turnip here! it's something else! -_-" and in the corner shops they don't have labels for the vegetables. I don't know if the grapes they sell in the market are seedless or not. I don't like grapes with seeds in them. 

ok good night. I'm tired.