BEDA #4

Hey.


Oh man let me tell you something-- this guy, tetsubo57, watches all my friends on youtube! Well not all of my friends, but he's turned up in the comment boxes of the people I watch. And it's neat because the youtubers I've found he comments on don't know each other. Like he watches Katie and Heather's channel, and Katie goes to my school here in London. But he also watches Hannah's channel, and Hannah lives in the US and doesn't know Katie, but I knew of Hannah through Saul, a friend I met at leakycon. Then he watches one of the dutch girls too, but I can't remember whom exactly. It's so weird because all these people are unrelated; the only thing relating them is that they're people I watch on youtube... dun dun DUN.

I'm listening to Math the Band now. hang on let me put that up there. It's in preparation for when they come later next month, and I'm going to watch them :D They sound a lot like HatP, but with video games. I really like how HatP is like; they don't take themselves too seriously, and there's a lot of focus on the lyrics. Math the Band is like that, and is really fun to jump up and down to, which is great.

Today the asian makeup model gig didn't go too well. After an hour I was sent away because I was blinking too much, and the teacher couldn't get close enough to my eye. Ah well. Guess it's not for me, then. I still got paid a little, though, so that was good. This week hasn't been too good; because yesterday I had to go to an art exhibition (did I mention this already?) and I felt uncomfortable talking to random people normally I guess because my mum was there, so I didn't know how to behave appropriately. Ended up having a coffee, and then downing a glass of wine really quickly, and then afterwards feeling antsy and bored, and cried in the toilet. So that was that. Then this morning for some reason I felt like crap so I went to watch hunger games to make myself feel better, and it worked.

Also walked about for an hour-- it's what I do when I'm feeling grumpy-- right through Regent's Park. I hadn't been in Regent's Park before, so that was nice. It's organised very neatly. I did a class on landscape horticulture once. Um. Walking helps me let of steam, sweat it off a little. Helps me to not feel so angry. My counselor asked if I did any exercise once, and I said no, but I said I walked. I like walking, or the feeling of being able to get someplace with your own feet. Should I do exercise? I should, huh.

I don't know what to do, though. I like dancing, dancing's nice. But I don't want to pay for dance classes. I like rock climbing. They have courses here, I looked it up once. Not too sure about joining my college's sports teams because they're competitive. I'm not physically fit enough to be on the team. Maybe next year. I could try out. I don't know. I'm scared of everything. Jock girls.

Do you exercise? What kind of sport do you like to do?