BEDA #5: room stuff, finishing with eye candy.

"The needs of the many bugs, they outweigh the few~"

I'm still listening to Starship. It's a long show. I don't know what to write about today; sorry. Hm. 

FCT, a friend from high school who's also studying in england, is coming over to visit for Easter. Lots of people from my high school are studying in the UK. I'm nervous about her coming (I'm always nervous about meeting friends, no big deal) because I haven't spoken to her since... june of last year? Literally hadn't spoken to her; because after that I went away. Then a few weeks ago I emailed her, asking how she was doing and stuff, and she said she wanted to come to london for easter, so I said okay. So that will be interesting. Maybe. 

I have to clean my room before she comes, though. Which I'm currently procrastinating over. 

mm. My mum has left. I am the only one in the house. Cue squeeing over Adventure Time. My flatmate is gone, my landlady is gone. My mum and I have been discussing what kind of house I should stay in when the contract for this one runs out in september. My mum has suggested these options:

1) a one-bedroom apartment. stay it in by myself

2) a two bedroom apartment. rent out the other one.

Insert different combinations of buy/rent. Also she's talked about a spare bedroom for my sister to come over on weekends. Because my sister will be coming over to study here next year. Yes, I'm aware that this sounds immensely privileged talking about this. But it's something that my mum and I have been going back and forth over for a while, and I thought I'd talk about it, since discussing this frustrates me.

I've told this to my mum, and said to her that I don't want to rent a single bedroom apartment because I don't want to live on my own. She said earlier that I should stay in the flat that I'm in now, because having my landlady is an advantage. I've told her that I don't like living here because my landlady turns off the boiler in winter, when it's cold. Also it's too quiet and and like a house with some noise in it. I'm afraid of making any noise in here, I'm afraid of using the kitchen (also I'm afraid of everything really so those two don't really count for anything) The bathroom doesn't have tiles in it. I'd like a bathroom with tiles on the floor.

There are some things that you hate at first, but can get used to, and I'm used to the fact that I don't have a clothes dryer. The not-having-heating thing is not something I can get used to. Or somebody else controlling your heating. I actually really like my room, only because I have a double bed, and I have my own room, and I like the posters on my wall. I like my room because it's cosy. I've never had an entire room to myself before this.

I don't really feel like putting much effort into BEDA today.

Me and chloe have this weird relationship where she sends me videos of guys or hot andrew/jesse videos and I end up liking them and doubting my gay-ness. Also they make me feel feelings and I get all emotional. Chloe tumblrs hot girls and boobs but we have different tastes, though we both like naya rivera's butt. She also just said "Always be naked period. ;P" which I think is an excellent tip.